i’d like to say no i’m not a predator
Am i or am i not? To tell all of U the truth, lying would be easy. Oh “NO” i’m no longer a predator. Thats what i would like to tell U, and myself. Truth is though despite very good meds, years of...
View ArticleWe aren’t allowed to have birthday cards any more
Not sure if i told you or not. We aren’t allowed to have birthday cards any more, Because some dumb asses had their people putting drug patches in between the layers, soaking the stamps in Fentenol and...
View Article2 guys got into a fight…They weren’t surrendering.
Absolutely crazy weekend. Well 2 guys got into a fight… They weren’t surrendering. So the cops tried to throw a grenade in. It missed and bounced back out around the cops and blew up. So they shut off...
View ArticleColonoscopy in a few hours. :( CRAP!!!
Going for the old hose up my ass here in a few hours. Its been one miserable fricken day. Tell you about it later. Also i’m moving…its a progressive move. Ok gotta go poop. Later tater… So i got...
View ArticleI will be a weak little sissy, curl up in a ball, run, bow down, lose face,...
I’m hoping i’ll move to the pod next door this week. If not i’ve come to a place of peace w/ myself. I dont like it in here, but i’ll do absolutely every thing and any thing the right way to stay out...
View Articlesee spot get robbed at gun point, how does spot feel?
Hello all. So last week i started this tv class. Victim Impact Listen and Learn. I watch the program on tv, then do the work assignments in the work book. So to be truthfull, the work book half is...
View ArticleI’m the only sex offender in this pod.
So yes i’m stressed out big time. I’m the only sex offender in this pod. There are 5 guys who tolerate me, the rest would like to fuck me up, Their words. Well i promised you i’d not fight back if i...
View ArticleThey know that i’m not going to act out
So I’m really hating this Pod. The tension sucks big time. These guys talk shit all Fucking day long. I know i’m not being very spiritual right now. Well i am doing my best ok. I can only say the...
View Articlei have this feeling lately that i need to stop calling myself a predator.
Emily, Thank you for explaining EMDR Therapy. Very powerfull. Your account moved me to tears of joy. Not at the pain or suffering you went thru in your earlier life, or therapy. No they were tears of...
View ArticleFew of us really have empathy, compassion or remorse
So DENIAL is the word here. No one did what they are Locked up for. 65 % sex offenders and its either all lies or the victims fault. Or They just flat out didn’t do it. One guy has read the blog. Says...
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